“Most of us, no matter what we say, are walking in the dark, whistling in the dark. Nobody knows what is going to happen to him from one moment to the next, or how one will bear it. This is irreducible. And it’s true of everybody. Now, it is true that the nature of society is to create, among its citizens, an illusion of safety; but it is also absolutely true that the safety is always necessarily an illusion. Artists are here to disturb the peace.” - James Baldwin
I’ve always had everything figured out. I’ve always had a “plan” I’ve always been in control. I always knew what was next, everything so routine. And for once, I dont have it all figured out. I don’t know what’s next. I stopped trying to make sense of it all. All i know is I’m on this high I’ve never been on before. Im HAPPY and learning so much about myself.